A Struggle to be the Best

My group teaching experience was not remaining good impression to my students. In my opinion, my teaching performance was not good, or maybe it close to worst—I thought—although my observers said that my performance was good. When the first time I stood in front of my students it was like a big responsible that I had to do to make them got and absorbed everything that I said. Some of them just chatted with her friends; some of them looked very very sleepy; some of them looked at me, as I was a boring teacher— yes, I am. However, I will not make it stay too long and take root too deep. I will change it, soon; I have to!

I was so confuse. I thought so hard how to solve this problem, how to make a good impression for the first time, so that the students will admire me or maybe they will devote their attention— only me as their focus. Nevertheless, it was hard actually. However, it was a boring class with a boring teacher and boring exercises. I gave too many exercises with less explanation of the materials and less focus on my topic, goals, and objection.

Besides, my voice was almost gone. Because the other teacher who also taught has a loud voice and his students are have loud voice too. In addition, my students just only sit in the silence. It made me depress. I could not control the class.

Moreover, the thing that made me disappointed was that my students always saw the other group. I did not fell nervous. I was just too afraid. I was afraid if I could not make my students felt comfortable.

Then after I saw my friends’ performance, I hope I can teach better.